Should have named it after the guy who punches people.
It’s not detrimental or anything. I just… don’t feel like going anymore, spending the money. And I don’t want to go into the effort of looking for a new one or anything, I just don’t want to go to one at all for awhile.
But when I’ve brought it up with my bf, he says I should keep going, and I’d feel shitty telling the therapist this. What’s a nice way to say you want a break from therapy?
i think i can accurately say that i can crush a man’s head with my thighs
This one time when I was in high school, in gym class, a girl looked at my legs and asked how much I weighed. Wish I had a watermelon.
It was overcast today, nice and cool, so I decided to take walk.
I was a good distance away from the house. I like to cross the main road into another neighborhood because I like longer walks and it’s relatively quiet. Some guy shouts from his car something about fucking my pussy. I saw his face as he drove by, that smarmy smile that shows he knows HE KNOWS that he made me feel like shit, he has that power to tear me down with a few words. It was a long, painful walk home. I ranted at Ardy, kicked the side of the house and one of the trash cans, I may have slammed something with my first because my wrist and elbow ached earlier.
The helplessness, the frustration. I’m no stranger to harrassment and unwanted attention, but this was definitely the most vulgar. I’ll probably cry later, but I’m mostly furious. People will love my work, love my characters, my soul, but it takes one shitty moment to tear all of that down. I want to chop off my breasts, I don’t want sexual organs, I no longer desire disgusting fat hips and thighs which announce to the world that I am female. Fuck everything.
reasons to watch the aquabats super show: this one time strong bad stole their car
Let’s see. Well, my mom lost her job a number of months back, and then lost her alimony from my father in a rather rigged-up court case the month before this. I’ve been in treatment for my anxiety and depression, trying to become a human being again.
I very likely have a job coming up! I…